What I have written so far….

  • How a Man Who Lost His Horse Helped Me

    Over the last three years, I have lived through more uncertainty than I ever imagined possible. Everything familiar and stable in my life has been gradually stripped away. In July 2023, my husband left me for a work colleague to pursue a different lifestyle. In July 2025, the charity where I worked closed, and overnight…

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  • Do you remember what you were doing when you were 5?

    I have absolutely no clue. I struggle to remember what I did yesterday, let alone when I was five. But my mum remembers exactly what I was doing! One day, when I was happily attending primary school, the local Anglican vicar, Rev Hugh Pollock, came in to take a school assembly – as vicars do!…

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  • Are we trusting God for the wrong thing?

    When I was younger and my faith was in its infancy – I used to hear people talk all the time about “trusting God.” And if I’m honest, my version of trusting God was often actually: trusting God for things to be OK………but OK in my head meant the problem got solved, the pain stopped,…

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  • 4 minutes can change your day

    Each morning and evening for just over a month last year I got in my car and played the worship song  at full volume “I’m so blessed” for the 4 minute car journey to and from work (I’ve got arthritis and it’s up a steep hill). I ritually did it every day and made a point…

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  • It’s not the end of the story….

    The day I dropped out from university, studying History and German due to mental health issues…….is not the end of the story The day when I couldn’t face going out, because I was crippled by agoraphobia…….is not the end of the story The day when my major achievement for the day was buying one pint…

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  • California Baptist University

    This last week I had the privilege of visiting California Baptist University (CBU) and having lunch with the President, Dr Ron Ellis. Dr Ellis has had a remarkable career at CBU taking the student numbers from 800 students to 10,000 in his presidency. Speaking with Dr Ellis over lunch it was fascinating to hear how…

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  • Ministry and administration

    Last week, I had the privilege of taking a lecture on the topic of ministry and administration at Spurgeon’s College. The audience was a room full of third year ministerial students, who are only months away from graduating and being ordained. There was, to be fair, a general look of despondence when I introduced the…

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  • The distracted pray-er

    Prayers for the otherwise engaged…. I don’t know about you, but I used to dread sermons on personal prayer. I mean not as the listener, but as the author of the sermon. You see I can’t preach a sermon that I don’t believe in, nor can I preach a sermon until I am convicted by…

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